I was 6 years old when I announced to my mother that one day
I wanted to be a missionary to Ethiopia.
Back then, my parents had bought a vinyl record called “Psalty’s Worship
Workshop: A heart to change the world.”
It was basically an audio theatre production that not only had music
about “going into the world” and being a missionary but it also had verbal
scripted conversations happening between each song. I do believe that the word “missionary” was
used in there somewhere for me to desire to become a “missionary” at such a
young age with no model of what that looked like around me.
Over the years, however, my view of the word “missionary”
has changed. Through taking various
Missions classes and being involved in church life in New Zealand, I came to
realise that being a missionary wasn’t just about long distance travel or pioneering new churches or programmes across
the ocean. When I moved to South
Auckland and started getting involved with the children’s ministry in our
church, I remember my mother saying to me “this is your mission field
now.” Perhaps, I thought, that this is
how far I will go in terms of leaving my homeland (the North Shore) and going
into “all the world.” South Auckland
was, indeed far from the culture that I was brought up in and these children
that we picked up off the street were very needy and somewhat “poor”.
A song we used to sing with the kids in Otara was a song
that went “Be a missionary everyday…” and we encouraged people to reach out
into their community, into their family and not think that they had to spend a
lot of money to evangelize the world.
This started to be comfortable with me, especially as I read and heard
about “missionaries” who had ignorantly colonized different countries including
our own. So called “missionaries” who
had done more damage than good as they intruded on foreign lands with the
intention of imposing their own culture on the indigenous people without
thought or care to preserve the rich culture that already existed. Yes, I was happy to drop my ambition to be a
“missionary” but I was not ready to drop my desire to go to Ethiopia to help
the needy.
I was left however, with no other option but to do what I
wanted to do, under the guise of a “Mission Trip”. Even though a short term stint, the fact that
you come under the umbrella of a “Mission organisation” and are on a “Mission
Trip” somehow, makes you a Missionary. I
wonder if one day, we will be able to rename this phenomenon that is the
“Mission Trip” to something a little more Post-Modern. I guess, yes, we are on a mission. But we were on a mission before we left New
Zealand also. We look at the New
Testament and see Paul’s missionary journeys and we compare that to today. Yet I’ve just found another journey that is a
little closer to home, and a little more reflective of what I see here
happening today. It’s found in 1 Kings
10 and it comes straight out of Ethiopia.
Now when the queen of
Sheba heard of the fame of Solomon concerning the name of the LORD, she came to
test him with hard questions. She came
to Jerusalem with a very great retinue, with camels bearing spices and very
much gold and precious stones. And when she came to Solomon, she told him all
that was on her mind. And Solomon answered all her questions; there was nothing
hidden from the king that he could not explain to her. And when the queen of
Sheba had seen all the wisdom of Solomon, the house that he had built, the food
of his table, the seating of his officials, and the attendance of his servants,
their clothing, his cupbearers, and his burnt offerings that he offered at the
house of the LORD, there was no more breath in her. And she said to the king,
"The report was true that I heard in my own land of your words and of your
wisdom, but I did not believe the reports until I came and my own eyes had seen
it. And behold, the half was not told me. Your wisdom and prosperity surpass
the report that I heard.”
So like Queen Sheba, we packed up all our belongings, and we
see others bring many gifts and great resources to see what is happening here. Now after being here 8 weeks and having
visitors join us from overseas, we get to see others witness the great work
that is happening here and then leave even more supportive than when they have
come. There is a saying that I coined
when I came to Ethiopia on my first trip that says “You don’t know until you
Go!” This is what Queen Sheba
experienced and articulated when she said “The
report was true that I heard in my own land of your words and of your wisdom,
but I did not believe the reports until I came and my own eyes had seen it. And
behold, the half was not told me. Your wisdom and prosperity surpass the report
that I heard.” Even though she was
leaving Ethiopia to visit Israel and even though she went to find prosperity and add to it, she experienced many of the same emotions that we see others
experience here.
This is the kind of mission I like. The mission where there is not a discovering
of lack, but a discovering of fulfilment.
Where the impact of your visit is an encouragement to those you are
visiting. That it isn’t about creating
something new, but adding to what is already going well. This is what we are experiencing now. We came to find that Ethiopia is progressing forward, that the people here are using wisdom in finding solutions to help meet the needs of the poor.
Hearing great things about what is going on
here, we encourage people to come and see for themselves because you really
don’t know until you go. And so we press
forward and say, what more can we do?
How can we give, like Queen Sheba, a gift of blessing to endorse the
work that is being done here and the wisdom that is being displayed? In the last month we have seen people come and give generously to the work here and it encourages people to keep on going forward. This is the feeling that should be left after such a trip. Not a feeling of lack or discontentment. So we also remain encouraged and move forward with great anticipation of what God is going to do in the future. Amen!
"We came to find that Ethiopia is progressing forward, that the people here are using wisdom in finding solutions to help meet the needs of the poor." - Love it.....moving forward...xxx =)
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